Sep 25, 2006 15:58
its official. my god daughter just passed away less than an hour ago, just before i left school. she had been in pain lately and they let her go home 2 weeks ago as there was nothing more they could do.
i believe in some sort of god. i want to believe in an afterlife. she has to still exist in some way because she did not get to experience what she deserved. the whole "its not fair thing" is very true for a 7 year-old.
w/that off my chest, i seriously am dealing w/it pretty well. the lead up has lessen any sudden hit. i so hope that the family is able to pull together during this. they are handling everything so well. i'm leaving clc now and will head out to my parents' place and open up.