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Feb 14, 2010 16:08

I spoke to Amik on the phone last night 'cos he called me saying 'Happy Chinese New Year, how are you?'. I asked him about Farid and he said Farid might come back next month. I was like 'Uhhh ok =\' Really, some things are really better left unknown. Ha, now that I know Farid might come back next month, I'm itching to meet him again. I dreamt of him 2 nights ago, and in the past week I've felt shitty 2-3 times because of that 1 person. I think I should let go, it's been 3 weeks. No doubt it drives me crazy, but I can't hold on to Farid and wait for his return or wait for his lovin' because it is not worth it at all.

As much as I think I love him, I guess it's better to forget him. Maybe stop dreaming of his kisses and the stuff we do as well.



In my case, one minute of sunshine is the time when I found out that he might come back, and no, I won't let it make me hold on. Not at all.
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