just kidding
I was looking back at some of my old entries, because I am far too introspective for my own good, and I think it's kind of funny (probably not in the "haha" way, nothing ever is) that in one of them, I felt it noteworthy to say that I felt like crying at at time when I wasn't unhappy. what? I cry all the time when I'm not unhappy. (to feel anything is to make use of your tear ducts). and I cry when I am unhappy. case in point: I cry fairly often. I'm a wimp, I'm a fucking baby, overly emotional, extremely sensitive and good LORD do I wish people would realize the latter (I only act like a sarcastic jerk when that's what's on the other end... bad tactics, I know). anyways crying is natural and healthy and nothing to be ashamed about. by "healthy," I don't only mean mentally and emotionally, I mean biologically also. it gets rid of toxins in your body. and probably untangles nonphysical knots in yer stomach, probably the reason why I have one the size of the moon in me right now, fuck
p.s. of late I have realized that there isn't much that I hate more than uncertainty. not much at all
too bad I am swimming in it
without a life jacket
or limbs
and I'm no fish.
p.s. of late I have realized that there isn't much that I hate more than uncertainty. not much at all
too bad I am swimming in it
without a life jacket
or limbs
and I'm no fish.