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since i don't have anything to share about arashi or any JE boys update.
i jus somehow thought about LJ, i thought about LJ is my only way to burstmy emotions.
i'm too depressed right now, aside from i had some difficulty answering my midterm examination. my friends and i have some issues.
though i'm not the main problem or issue there, but the conflict affects me a lot, in fact all of us is soooo damn affected. it even came to the point when they decided to end our bonding. it's just about hours ago when all of us gathered and talked about the problem and they decided to detach from our group, and yah a lot of us cried, and others are preventing their tears from falling, and i'm one of them. see im putting a strong character in front of them but in reality i'm too fragile to accept that reality. yah probably you'll think of us, as bunch of kids being too dramatic. but this is sooo DAMN BIG SERIOUS ISSUE with us. when i'm recalling how we bid farewell, i thought to myself 'i can't let go of them'. we've been friends for such a long time. we've been into many things, because of them i've experience lot of things and learn lot of things. our bond is so strong and i can't believe this happened to us. we treat each other as real siblings and i can say that our bond is beyond your imagination. i am me when i'm with them, they are my BEST of FRIENDS, they are my LIFE. really! without any exagerration.
i wish we could go back in our highschool days, when we are still immature not minding anything, just LAUGHTER. :(
it's true separation is the hardest to deal with
i jus somehow thought about LJ, i thought about LJ is my only way to burstmy emotions.
i'm too depressed right now, aside from i had some difficulty answering my midterm examination. my friends and i have some issues.
though i'm not the main problem or issue there, but the conflict affects me a lot, in fact all of us is soooo damn affected. it even came to the point when they decided to end our bonding. it's just about hours ago when all of us gathered and talked about the problem and they decided to detach from our group, and yah a lot of us cried, and others are preventing their tears from falling, and i'm one of them. see im putting a strong character in front of them but in reality i'm too fragile to accept that reality. yah probably you'll think of us, as bunch of kids being too dramatic. but this is sooo DAMN BIG SERIOUS ISSUE with us. when i'm recalling how we bid farewell, i thought to myself 'i can't let go of them'. we've been friends for such a long time. we've been into many things, because of them i've experience lot of things and learn lot of things. our bond is so strong and i can't believe this happened to us. we treat each other as real siblings and i can say that our bond is beyond your imagination. i am me when i'm with them, they are my BEST of FRIENDS, they are my LIFE. really! without any exagerration.
i wish we could go back in our highschool days, when we are still immature not minding anything, just LAUGHTER. :(
it's true separation is the hardest to deal with