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i want to be skinny again
i dont care what it takes
ill starve myself again
il throw up again
i want to be skinny
when everyone told me i was pretty
i want to be skinny
i want to be happy
skinny = happy
its all ive ever known
skinny = happy
i want to be skinny
where everyone told me i was skinny enough
ill starve myself
ill throw up
i cut for the first time in years
a couple weeks ago
all i want is to be skinny
i know itll make me happy
if i was just skinny enough
i know itll make me happy
no matter what anyone says
i known if i was skinny again
everyone would tink i was pretty
fuck you if you say im pretty now
because you all said i used to be pretty
so how am i pretty fat?
my mom taugtht me to be skinny
and to looose weight
she tells me to loose weight
im fat
and i want to be skinny\
all i want is to be skinny
i know oncec i loose weight ill be happy