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[chloroformdream]

I pretty much feel like a bad person right now.
I have no idea why.
I feel like no one wants to be around me anymore.
I feel that I have become the annoying one that everyone makes fun of when Im not there.
I feel alone.
I feel sick.
I feel tired.
I feel like I want to stay in my room all day and rot.
I dont want to shower.
I dont want to dress.
Whenever Josh isn't around me, I feel alone.
I feel stupid because I need him for everything.
Does he need me?
I cry about everything.
I'm a stupid little girl.
I suck.
I suck.
I suck.
I suck.

I'm sorry.