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When you least expect it....
it happens again.
People will try soo hard to see you in tears
when you think that your life is getting back on track
or when you become happy again.
Yesterday gave me feelings I didn't think I had anymore.
As soon as I get them...
of course something has to happen.
As soon as I brag to my friends that he is back...
or course something bad has to happen.
My own mother put ridiculous words in my mouth.
I cant take this.
When this happened the first time my mother said,
"Kelli, please don't run off with him."
Now, shes making me want to get him and leave.
Shes making me want to never talk to her again.
Shes making me want to die.
Shes making me hate her.
I dont want to hate her.
Please dont let this happen.
Please.
it happens again.
People will try soo hard to see you in tears
when you think that your life is getting back on track
or when you become happy again.
Yesterday gave me feelings I didn't think I had anymore.
As soon as I get them...
of course something has to happen.
As soon as I brag to my friends that he is back...
or course something bad has to happen.
My own mother put ridiculous words in my mouth.
I cant take this.
When this happened the first time my mother said,
"Kelli, please don't run off with him."
Now, shes making me want to get him and leave.
Shes making me want to never talk to her again.
Shes making me want to die.
Shes making me hate her.
I dont want to hate her.
Please dont let this happen.
Please.