i can see it now
I just couldn't stop crying last night.
I'm so lost of what to do.
Everyday I plan for my glorious leave....that never comes.
So ive been planning on visiting alec and kelsey in seattle.
Couldn't go yesterday so alec got mad and told me to "forget it"
.....hahah alright.
My sisters boyfriend, who is convienently also my boyfriends friend yelled at me yesterday for not showing compassion for his hurting neck?
God forbid I stand up for myself.
I really want a type writer.
Oh well.
I feel like in the end that would end up costing more.
I need to mow the lawn...and I just dont really want to.
I keep almost doing it....
then i find something else to do.
Like this....for example.
I made soup and I just dont feel good.
Super fat.
So im super mad I took my car to get the oil changed yesterday.
They charged me $75 dollars.
Thats like $50 more than they should have.
Way to take advantage of people.
Its bullshit.
What ever happened to caring and compassionate people?
They must have all died with the old ideas of integrity.
Becuase its a dog eat dog world out there.
Better watch your back.
I'm reading Diet for a New America.
It's actually really good. I'm not one to really read up on vegetarian and vegan propaganda.
But this is more like reading about information about animals that people either don't now about---or have been lied to about.
By companies.....to make profit.
Awesome i love profit.
Anyway....dolphins are really cool.
ha.
This is a long entry.
So I guess I'll get up....mow the lawn....pack up the rest of the car....
maybe go to portland?
I just am not a big fan of my family at the moment....and im not really wanting to run over there....to be closer to them.
I want to do things on my own goddamnit.
love, erin.
I'm so lost of what to do.
Everyday I plan for my glorious leave....that never comes.
So ive been planning on visiting alec and kelsey in seattle.
Couldn't go yesterday so alec got mad and told me to "forget it"
.....hahah alright.
My sisters boyfriend, who is convienently also my boyfriends friend yelled at me yesterday for not showing compassion for his hurting neck?
God forbid I stand up for myself.
I really want a type writer.
Oh well.
I feel like in the end that would end up costing more.
I need to mow the lawn...and I just dont really want to.
I keep almost doing it....
then i find something else to do.
Like this....for example.
I made soup and I just dont feel good.
Super fat.
So im super mad I took my car to get the oil changed yesterday.
They charged me $75 dollars.
Thats like $50 more than they should have.
Way to take advantage of people.
Its bullshit.
What ever happened to caring and compassionate people?
They must have all died with the old ideas of integrity.
Becuase its a dog eat dog world out there.
Better watch your back.
I'm reading Diet for a New America.
It's actually really good. I'm not one to really read up on vegetarian and vegan propaganda.
But this is more like reading about information about animals that people either don't now about---or have been lied to about.
By companies.....to make profit.
Awesome i love profit.
Anyway....dolphins are really cool.
ha.
This is a long entry.
So I guess I'll get up....mow the lawn....pack up the rest of the car....
maybe go to portland?
I just am not a big fan of my family at the moment....and im not really wanting to run over there....to be closer to them.
I want to do things on my own goddamnit.
love, erin.