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I don't know why i have a creative side of my brain, I don't get to use it to do anything. I was thinking about going to grad school for film, but what good is that gonna do? I can be an indie filmmaker sure, I can live in a shitty place an not have anything. I can struggle to eat and live everyday. Yeah THATS FUN. I like making movies but its just not a real career, especially around here. Maybe I'm too conservative, maybe im just a pussy. I don't know, but I know I wan't something better than this shitty job.