so what if i'm sensitive

Nov 05, 2005 10:28

I got yelled at by the teacher that I'm a student instructor for. I was just doing my job, he was teaching something wrong (as usual because he's an idiot) and I was politely correcting him. He screamed at me that I was being disrespectful and to get out. I had no problems just leaving and telling my boss what happened. It really freaked me out because no one has ever yelled at me that loud, it was quite terrifying. He's going to get in trouble for what he did, because I did nothing wrong and he flipped out. I can't help it if I'm sensitive though, so what if I cried for a couple hours after that. I used to be a lot worse. Several years ago if I started crying, the only way I could stop would be if I fell asleep. That is sad, to have to cry yourself to sleep because you physically can't control yourself enough to stop. In terms of yesterday, I figured I had to pull myself together because I couldn't miss OChem lab. I don't like people seeing me cry, and the sympathetic looks that people give me, that just makes it worse.

My day started getting better once I stopped crying. I saw chuckles and got a kiss, yay that's always a mood booster. And then I actually did my experiment well and finished Ochem lab early. Then Betas from my anchor splash team actually showed up for the duck hunt! Drag ball was silly, I couple of girls that I know were in it, and man did they look like guys, it was creepy. And of course to finish the day there was maze, which of course was too amazing to describe in words.

I'm glad I have friends that know when to ignore the fact that I'm crying in class, and that let me bitch to them about stupid stuff.
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