Nov 26, 2006 12:32
It's been so long since I've been in a relationship that I thought I would have trouble adjusting. I worried about having enough to talk about, silly things like do I make the move to hold his hand or not, will he be annoyed if I call him, will he think I'm pretty enough... But I found over the past few days that I don't have to worry.
We talk about everything, and laugh all the time. The silences are already comfortable ones, not the awkward "what is he/she thinking" ones that I had expected. Its comfortable.
He is so affectionate... Always wants to touch me, hold me, possess me, remind me that he is there and paying attention to me, even if he's doing other things. He thinks I'm beautiful, and makes sure that I know it.
I love that he calls and emails me when we're at work. I was always so jealous of the girls whose boyfriends would call them and yap for a few minutes. Now, I have that, too.
He came out to HNIC last night, and was excited to meet my friends. He was a bit quiet, understandably, but he had a great time. We didn't leave until almost 3:30am (damn Mario Party!!!)and drove me home, where we had some fun hehe. My forehead has rug burn. I hope we didn't wake the landlady!
In short... Things are awesome. I'm so happy :)
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