college
I know I should be excited about college, but I am not at all. I have to finish packing by Friday and I leave Saturday morning to move into my dorm. I really do not know why I am leaving on Saturday since UNT keeps advertising move in on Sunday. I just feel overwhelmed and depressed. I have packed most of everything in my room, but I still have a lot to do (closet) and tomorrow is Wednesday. It is just so hard to pack. I do not want to go through old memories. I do not want to leave everyone. I do not want to leave my best friend and boyfriend who I have spent almost everyday of summer with. I just do not know what to do anymore. My emotions are so jumbled and everything just feels crazy. I hope all this sadness just goes away and I hope college isn't that bad.