Sep 13, 2005 18:40
Its kinda funny how in the last entry that i wrote i wrote that i have never been so happy in my entire life, well things have changed since then, things with me and justin arnt going so hot, we dont really fight but he pisses me off alot but i never say anything because i feel bad hurting his feelings. But i doubt hes even going to come up here this winter because hes prol found somebody else anyways, and he prol hates me. But our spring breaks arnt at the same time this year, so ya screw going to costa rica with justins, it blows. but ya im so confused lately its not even funny, I get mad at EVERYTHING POSSIBLE, just like i said i get upset at stupid justin does and i find myself crying over it daily to katie, and well as i look at it its not worth it if hes going to be liek that. so im confused on whether i should even bother taking my SATs because the only reason why i would is if i would go down to florida and go to college. which it seems like im not wanted down there so i prol wont. But school rocks this year, i feel like everyone has finally matured into actual humans. I love my classes and i cant wait for homecoming (why i dotn know, im even more excited for prom even thou i prob dont have a date anymore, ya i had one way in advance but its not looking so hot!!! Oh yea and i got a job at hollister and its awesome.