Well...
Apparently I have no friends
No one seems to care about anything that's happening with me. No comments no questions. I haven't seen any updates about a lot of people in a long time. My friend Amanda, Loralei. ANYONE. They're all gone. occaisionally I'll comment on the other peoples journals. but they never comment back or answer the questions I ask so..screw that.
So, Me and justin were having fun playing XMenLEGENDS Apocalypes. It's such a fun game. I was getting all into it, and apparently Kyle took it back with him. He's such a douche bag sometimes. He doesn't even like playing it, and he just decides to take it back because WE wanted to play it. I hate when people do that. I would have rather had that game, then Halo. GRR I hate people sometimes.
We're also running out of money again, we just BARELY managed to pay the rent, the electric bill gets payed next week and, we don't have any food. Well, we have a pile of hotdogs, and cereal but that's about it, Justin's supposed to bring home bread, but he's not ganna be here for another two hours, so I'm a little saddened. He should have left me money so I could have gotten it, but he said it was only "89 cents!" at walmart..so I have to go hungry today, which doesn't really bug me all that much.
I'm too fat anyway, I need to lose weight. I'm tired of being chuncky..and NOT the object of everyones affection. I always wanted to be the girl that Got all the attention. I did get attention but it was in all the wrong areas. Either it was teasing, or just being sad because something bad happened to me, there was no genuine like when I was little. No one liked me, and still..no one likes me. I guess it goes to show you that...I SUCK
In other news..I'm bored....
In MORE other news, I loves my baby. It's been a whole lots differen't since we've moved in together. I have no where/no one to run too when Justin's the one making me upset, I have to go back to crying by myself again. Like it's always been. He also yells at me for stupid things..the stupid. I want him to start being romantic, but he will always be his game addicted self, which means I'll have to push him and remind him to do ANYTHING for the rest of his life....Who's ganna remind me?! *cries*
So I was ganna molest sarah today, but that did NOT work to my advantage at all. Kyle left like I wanted him to, but Eric doesn't work tonight, so he wasn't sleeping a whole lot. And sarah WAS sleeping because she was up most of the night. So I didn't get to do anything, plus, I'm a scared old pussy..:(
*cries*
Playing Halo right now, because there's nothing else to play, I wonder how my baby's ganna react when he finds out that we can't play Xmen together untill..Kyle visits again, and if he doesn't bring it back I'm going to destroy him. AH WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM!? WHO TAKES AWAY A GAME THAT TWO PEOPLE JUST FUCKING STARTED? I JUST STARTED! I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN THAT FAR YET. AHH IT PISSES ME OFF SO BAD.
I hate kyle...He ate Ramen last night, without even asking and it was like 1 of 2. I had already sacrificed some earlier. Poor sarah didn't get to eat a lot here either. but, since we moved in I told people to BRING THEIR OWN FOOD when they come over, because we do not have enough money to feed the WHOLE OF THE WORLD. Kyle never listens though. He came up for like three days last week, and just..didn't bring anything, he ate most of everything too and drank all of the juice. He doesn't have a job either and that's why it pisses me off the most.
BUT since no one reads this, I'm going to cut my rantings short. ..I'm ganna play halo to make the time go by faster. I'll talk to WHOEVER reads this later.
And Byes..and..monkeys..
OH AND MASON COMES BACK IN LIKE LESS THAN 3 DAYS! I'm SO HAPPY! YAY MASONS!
No one seems to care about anything that's happening with me. No comments no questions. I haven't seen any updates about a lot of people in a long time. My friend Amanda, Loralei. ANYONE. They're all gone. occaisionally I'll comment on the other peoples journals. but they never comment back or answer the questions I ask so..screw that.
So, Me and justin were having fun playing XMenLEGENDS Apocalypes. It's such a fun game. I was getting all into it, and apparently Kyle took it back with him. He's such a douche bag sometimes. He doesn't even like playing it, and he just decides to take it back because WE wanted to play it. I hate when people do that. I would have rather had that game, then Halo. GRR I hate people sometimes.
We're also running out of money again, we just BARELY managed to pay the rent, the electric bill gets payed next week and, we don't have any food. Well, we have a pile of hotdogs, and cereal but that's about it, Justin's supposed to bring home bread, but he's not ganna be here for another two hours, so I'm a little saddened. He should have left me money so I could have gotten it, but he said it was only "89 cents!" at walmart..so I have to go hungry today, which doesn't really bug me all that much.
I'm too fat anyway, I need to lose weight. I'm tired of being chuncky..and NOT the object of everyones affection. I always wanted to be the girl that Got all the attention. I did get attention but it was in all the wrong areas. Either it was teasing, or just being sad because something bad happened to me, there was no genuine like when I was little. No one liked me, and still..no one likes me. I guess it goes to show you that...I SUCK
In other news..I'm bored....
In MORE other news, I loves my baby. It's been a whole lots differen't since we've moved in together. I have no where/no one to run too when Justin's the one making me upset, I have to go back to crying by myself again. Like it's always been. He also yells at me for stupid things..the stupid. I want him to start being romantic, but he will always be his game addicted self, which means I'll have to push him and remind him to do ANYTHING for the rest of his life....Who's ganna remind me?! *cries*
So I was ganna molest sarah today, but that did NOT work to my advantage at all. Kyle left like I wanted him to, but Eric doesn't work tonight, so he wasn't sleeping a whole lot. And sarah WAS sleeping because she was up most of the night. So I didn't get to do anything, plus, I'm a scared old pussy..:(
*cries*
Playing Halo right now, because there's nothing else to play, I wonder how my baby's ganna react when he finds out that we can't play Xmen together untill..Kyle visits again, and if he doesn't bring it back I'm going to destroy him. AH WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM!? WHO TAKES AWAY A GAME THAT TWO PEOPLE JUST FUCKING STARTED? I JUST STARTED! I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN THAT FAR YET. AHH IT PISSES ME OFF SO BAD.
I hate kyle...He ate Ramen last night, without even asking and it was like 1 of 2. I had already sacrificed some earlier. Poor sarah didn't get to eat a lot here either. but, since we moved in I told people to BRING THEIR OWN FOOD when they come over, because we do not have enough money to feed the WHOLE OF THE WORLD. Kyle never listens though. He came up for like three days last week, and just..didn't bring anything, he ate most of everything too and drank all of the juice. He doesn't have a job either and that's why it pisses me off the most.
BUT since no one reads this, I'm going to cut my rantings short. ..I'm ganna play halo to make the time go by faster. I'll talk to WHOEVER reads this later.
And Byes..and..monkeys..
OH AND MASON COMES BACK IN LIKE LESS THAN 3 DAYS! I'm SO HAPPY! YAY MASONS!