Life can just sock you in the jaw sometimes...and it hurts like a B**CH
So yet another appointment for me, seems like my life is consumed by them now. My doctor told me that the medication im on is supposed to make me happy...like literally its supposed to make you so lightheaded and happy and hes all smiling like hey its a good thing, bless his soul, he has no idea how much i want to strangel him LOL...I know i know, its not his fault he's so chipper...God i envy people like that so much.
I dont feel any of that. happy...LOL, i dont
Does that mean its not working. Am i weird??
Im finding it very hard to remmeber to take all these medications, its safe to say my life has completly changed and not for the better. But hey considering the other possibility illnesses that doctors thought i had it, i guess ive kind of got the better end of the stick, if you can really call it that.
The medication is supposed to make me gain weight...ALOT. Im so scared Lol, hey girls will be girls. Ive struggeled with weight issues my whole life, sucks now that im ok with how i look, its gonna all change. Oh well like my mama says, you have to love yourself on the inside, thats what counts.
I just want to also say thankyou for all the e-hugs from my f-list. You guys rock, you have no idea how much it means to me. Like my RL friends havent even been as graciouse as you guys *sucks so muvch* so to even have an e-hug or a comment from you, really you have NO IDEA how much it has helped me.
I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS *SO* MUCH :-)
Also...I am truly sorry, as I know i may have offened alot of you. That was not my intention AT ALL, It was a complete misunderstanding, a complete and untter misunderstanding. I am not a hostile or horrible person, im not. I dont hate anyone at all. Thats not who i am, thats not who ive become, i will never be like that, i have never ever disrespected anyone here on LJ and it makes me sick to my stomach to know that some of my friends feel as if i did. If you feel that i am, i swear with my hand on heart, i am SO sorry, SO sorry. I really am. If i did hurt, i hope you can forgive me. I really do.
Thanks for reading the rant. I just have alot going on right now, and it means alot to me when you comment and for all the hugs, and again im sorry if you felt like i offended you.
Kyle xxx
I dont feel any of that. happy...LOL, i dont
Does that mean its not working. Am i weird??
Im finding it very hard to remmeber to take all these medications, its safe to say my life has completly changed and not for the better. But hey considering the other possibility illnesses that doctors thought i had it, i guess ive kind of got the better end of the stick, if you can really call it that.
The medication is supposed to make me gain weight...ALOT. Im so scared Lol, hey girls will be girls. Ive struggeled with weight issues my whole life, sucks now that im ok with how i look, its gonna all change. Oh well like my mama says, you have to love yourself on the inside, thats what counts.
I just want to also say thankyou for all the e-hugs from my f-list. You guys rock, you have no idea how much it means to me. Like my RL friends havent even been as graciouse as you guys *sucks so muvch* so to even have an e-hug or a comment from you, really you have NO IDEA how much it has helped me.
I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS *SO* MUCH :-)
Also...I am truly sorry, as I know i may have offened alot of you. That was not my intention AT ALL, It was a complete misunderstanding, a complete and untter misunderstanding. I am not a hostile or horrible person, im not. I dont hate anyone at all. Thats not who i am, thats not who ive become, i will never be like that, i have never ever disrespected anyone here on LJ and it makes me sick to my stomach to know that some of my friends feel as if i did. If you feel that i am, i swear with my hand on heart, i am SO sorry, SO sorry. I really am. If i did hurt, i hope you can forgive me. I really do.
Thanks for reading the rant. I just have alot going on right now, and it means alot to me when you comment and for all the hugs, and again im sorry if you felt like i offended you.
Kyle xxx