havent felt so much despair since my Spotty died and our Axl missing...

Mar 19, 2009 10:21




Bandit, but we called him shorty ..he's the white doggy...leia is the black...

I dont know what the fuck to do. I'm devastated and its killing me inside..it hurts really bad.

the Coward that is my Father decided to be an asshole and let my dog go. yes, let him go yesterday early morning. ..supposedly around 4am he took him I assume on his way to work only to leave him somewhere. He told this to my mother who most likely didnt want to be against him because all hell will break loose between them two. BUT it was me and my son's dog. over two weeks ago he made a disgusting comment about it saying "someday I'm gonna take him and leave him somewhere" and I TOLD him ...don't you dare do that! and he asked "why not? I'm not going to pay for him when they come around looking for dog's with licenses" I made it totally clear that that is my responsibility and I will take care of it let alone get him fixed and dont do it because I will hate him for it, and its against the law and my beliefs, against everything I stand for. He fuckin betrayed me. And though I live with this asshole..my only goal is to get out of that house...that man is dead to me. I found this shit out after I got home from class already stressed and dealing with crap in regards to my son. I left a note for him this morning demanding to know where he is and what area. of course he didnt write back and when my mother asked him he refused to tell her anything. I was hoping when I woke up this morning it would have been a terrible nightmare....that I could just get up and walk to see both dogs together sleeping...warm...snuggling each other..but Leia is all alone and sad. I hate him. this is unforgivable. Shorty was trained, he was a good dog, he did nothing to no one, he was happy and he made us happy.. ...how can any human do such a thing?
I'm hoping that either someone picked him up and will take great care of him..or that I will be able to catch up to him and get him back...I want him back!!

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