This was hard...
TRY THIS: Write 10 statements intended towards 10 different people. It could be something you would never say it to their face or something you wish you would have said, but didn't.
1. Looking back I am so greatful that I had the opprotunity to meet. You were my first love, that lasted 4 years. Although, we don't necessarly agree on things today and we have been through hell and back with each other I am so thankful that I was involved with you because I learned so much about my self and relationships in general. I will always love you, but I am far from in love with you.
2. Awww man...my confidant, partner in crime, best friend. You are the reason I am alive today. You saw me at my utmost and definetly at rock bottom. We spent many nights staying up till 5am. When we were seperated I could still hear your voice when I was up by myself telling me how to breath. Thank you for giving me a second chance. I owe you so much and I will pay you back by always being here whenever you need me. It never gets old...I love you.
3. My favorite lil girl. I can always hear you saying "I meant to say that BITCH", haha. We have cryed on the bathroom floor together, shared my boyfriend (lol), and have been through some tough times. Your so gorgeous, always laughing, kind, and sweet. I envy your ability to not take things so seriously. Love you always.
4. Time has passed and so has our friendship. We used to ask ourselves if we would still be friends 10 years from now and I guess the answer is no. I still love you, your my sorority slut for life. Drewsifer will always be our daddy AND no matter what you say I have gotten you to try things that you never though you would. Your still in TDUB wether you like it or not. I miss you so much, and come hang out soon.
5. MY little support system. When all else failed you stuck by me. You held my hand as a cryed through my first rehab meeting. Your parents are like parents to me and your family is like my second one. I hope I can say that I helped you get over your first love. Whenever times are rough just think about the rose garden and I'm sure it will bring a smile to your face. Best friends through everything, I love you.
6. Now for my lil boo bear, cubbers, my love. You can credit yourself for helping me through the roughest time in my life. Your are the other person who stayed up with me till 5am when you had to be at work at 7. Your are the one person who actually got me to quit doing coke....for good. I love you for holding my hand every Wednesday night at my rehab meetings. When I met you I never thought I would be able to say I love you, but I can say it today with confidence and know that I mean it with all my heart. We are all one big FAM now. Lets see if we can beat 5 months baby. Love you.
As for 7, 8, 9, and 10...ther are so many people that I would include in this, but I think I covered the most important. A lot of people mean so much to me and I am just greatful that I am here today to be able to write about them all. All the original members of the FAM that I didn't write about are the boys and they know I love them so its ok if they are left out. Everyone I included means the world to me. As for the sXe crew...there are a few of you who I still care about a lot as well. Bill, Aaron, and Dan I haven't forgottne about you hotties haha, love you.
1. Looking back I am so greatful that I had the opprotunity to meet. You were my first love, that lasted 4 years. Although, we don't necessarly agree on things today and we have been through hell and back with each other I am so thankful that I was involved with you because I learned so much about my self and relationships in general. I will always love you, but I am far from in love with you.
2. Awww man...my confidant, partner in crime, best friend. You are the reason I am alive today. You saw me at my utmost and definetly at rock bottom. We spent many nights staying up till 5am. When we were seperated I could still hear your voice when I was up by myself telling me how to breath. Thank you for giving me a second chance. I owe you so much and I will pay you back by always being here whenever you need me. It never gets old...I love you.
3. My favorite lil girl. I can always hear you saying "I meant to say that BITCH", haha. We have cryed on the bathroom floor together, shared my boyfriend (lol), and have been through some tough times. Your so gorgeous, always laughing, kind, and sweet. I envy your ability to not take things so seriously. Love you always.
4. Time has passed and so has our friendship. We used to ask ourselves if we would still be friends 10 years from now and I guess the answer is no. I still love you, your my sorority slut for life. Drewsifer will always be our daddy AND no matter what you say I have gotten you to try things that you never though you would. Your still in TDUB wether you like it or not. I miss you so much, and come hang out soon.
5. MY little support system. When all else failed you stuck by me. You held my hand as a cryed through my first rehab meeting. Your parents are like parents to me and your family is like my second one. I hope I can say that I helped you get over your first love. Whenever times are rough just think about the rose garden and I'm sure it will bring a smile to your face. Best friends through everything, I love you.
6. Now for my lil boo bear, cubbers, my love. You can credit yourself for helping me through the roughest time in my life. Your are the other person who stayed up with me till 5am when you had to be at work at 7. Your are the one person who actually got me to quit doing coke....for good. I love you for holding my hand every Wednesday night at my rehab meetings. When I met you I never thought I would be able to say I love you, but I can say it today with confidence and know that I mean it with all my heart. We are all one big FAM now. Lets see if we can beat 5 months baby. Love you.
As for 7, 8, 9, and 10...ther are so many people that I would include in this, but I think I covered the most important. A lot of people mean so much to me and I am just greatful that I am here today to be able to write about them all. All the original members of the FAM that I didn't write about are the boys and they know I love them so its ok if they are left out. Everyone I included means the world to me. As for the sXe crew...there are a few of you who I still care about a lot as well. Bill, Aaron, and Dan I haven't forgottne about you hotties haha, love you.