marry me, stay the same, lie to me and tell me you never will...

[chizzady]

"id never hurt you" ive heard this phrase before. its hard to believe. but something tells me this girl is special. something tells me to believe her. ive never been ao astonished by another human being before like this. its something new for me. no one has ever said I was a beautiful person. or that I'm beautiful at all. not many people would stay up until 2 am and talk to me about nothing, specially when they have to be in class at 8. I have so much hope for this. I dont know why. I shouldnt. But I do anyway. maybe its her beauty. maybe its the silly way she keeps me on the edge of my seat. i dont know right now. all I know is I am so eager for friday. to hold her in my arms. for us to tell each other. everything is going to be okay. I feel like i've been searching for her my entire life. i was kinda iffy at first. But now I know I must give this a shot.

I cleaned my room today. I had to dust. and vaccum. I woke up at 8. which means im pretty tired. maybe ill sleep good tonight. hopefully. im off today. So I can relax a bit. I'm hungry. time to eat. bye.