a little better than the day before
today's a little better...the good things are:
1. weather is incredible.
2. i'm gonna stay with davy tonight, it's always nice to lay in bed with someone you love on a cold night :-)
3. i've had two glasses of hot chocolate in the last 12 hours :-)
4. my bio prof. was really lenient about the paper that i haven't done that should've been done today.
5. i woke up this morning.
6. i'm gonna go to hubers sometime soon.
even though i feel so much of the world's weight on my shoulders, i'm trying to breathe and just keep my head above water as long as i possibly can. it's evident that i have people who will help me out just by being there and it's really super comforting. i dunno, it's weird...it's like, i don't really wanna vent, i just want someone to be there just so i have the opportunity...just for someone to be there. just sit with me and understand that it sucks as i said yesterday.
i wanna change, i want to appreciate and look at things in the way that i used to. maybe i'll start my gratitude journal again, i really haven't done that in a while...that was around the time when i was having the best year of my life. maybe there's a pattern going on here.
alright, well...now i'm gonna go unpack my winter clothes, shower, throw on some cozy clothes,and head over to heine bros. to make some bucks and serve the kickass customers that we always have. it's so exciting to finally have this weather here. GEEZ. drinks will be SO much easier to make, but the drive thru won't be so fun.
anyone for huber's? apples, cider, and awesome punkins? lemme know, we'll frolick.
manta
1. weather is incredible.
2. i'm gonna stay with davy tonight, it's always nice to lay in bed with someone you love on a cold night :-)
3. i've had two glasses of hot chocolate in the last 12 hours :-)
4. my bio prof. was really lenient about the paper that i haven't done that should've been done today.
5. i woke up this morning.
6. i'm gonna go to hubers sometime soon.
even though i feel so much of the world's weight on my shoulders, i'm trying to breathe and just keep my head above water as long as i possibly can. it's evident that i have people who will help me out just by being there and it's really super comforting. i dunno, it's weird...it's like, i don't really wanna vent, i just want someone to be there just so i have the opportunity...just for someone to be there. just sit with me and understand that it sucks as i said yesterday.
i wanna change, i want to appreciate and look at things in the way that i used to. maybe i'll start my gratitude journal again, i really haven't done that in a while...that was around the time when i was having the best year of my life. maybe there's a pattern going on here.
alright, well...now i'm gonna go unpack my winter clothes, shower, throw on some cozy clothes,and head over to heine bros. to make some bucks and serve the kickass customers that we always have. it's so exciting to finally have this weather here. GEEZ. drinks will be SO much easier to make, but the drive thru won't be so fun.
anyone for huber's? apples, cider, and awesome punkins? lemme know, we'll frolick.
manta