"don't know why"
i have no idea why i'm feeling the way thta i do right now, but really...do i ever? for the first time in my life i feel like i'm shooting out poison to the people around me that i hold the dearest. it's like i'm switching roles with all the people that i used to fight for. maybe it's because i want to be fought for and for the first time i feel like i will be. at least that's not necessarily a bad thing.
i refuse to let it go as far as to lose anyone. i've lost enough people in my life and this one will not be lost. for the first time i'm with someone who is as certain as i am about everything. is that crazy? am i crazy? god, i don't care if i'm crazy. i've never ever ever been so positively sure about something.
i want this. i don't want anything else, and i'll tell that to the world.
for god's sake this time..
THIS IS FUCKING IT.
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i refuse to let it go as far as to lose anyone. i've lost enough people in my life and this one will not be lost. for the first time i'm with someone who is as certain as i am about everything. is that crazy? am i crazy? god, i don't care if i'm crazy. i've never ever ever been so positively sure about something.
i want this. i don't want anything else, and i'll tell that to the world.
for god's sake this time..
THIS IS FUCKING IT.
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h
i
z