"no day but today"
Life is......beautiful...the bad, the good...i love it all cuz it brought me to this very second.
I am ready for thanksgiving. i miss my little pack of strong women...my lindsay, my ducky, my jaha, my rachy, my chelti, my fishface...i miss them all.
My greatest doubt- is that things will always be okay and happy, but i'm fine witht that.
greatest fear- That things will end up the way that they always do by the time all of this goes through...i don't want to continue with my cycle. i feel this is different though...i KNOW it's different.
My greatest setback- not being able to be as involved as i want to be here, i feel like getting adjusted with college makes me busy enough.
My greatest hope- EVERY time i wake up. + my family and a beautiful new married couple...THAT is hope.
My greatest joy- laughter with my friends here at bellarmine...the guitar playing, the singing, the outdoors, and the drinking. i love them.
my saving grace- my house...my sanctuary
what I want to do right now- excercise or sleep.
what I'm afraid to work on- my history paper.
gravest concern- switching to a music major...i'm SO excited!
happiest- being surrounded by everyone that i love.
chillest/awesomest time- being at david's house or driving with him or being anywhere alone wth him.
slightest dissapointment- Crew...grrr.
best relaxation- doing laundry at home...and surprisingly, shopping last night.
and totale response- excited just to see where all of these new things and decisions are going to take me. I know where i want to go, i know exactly where i want to go, but i will be satisfied because "I have a road worth walking."
c
hi
z
I am ready for thanksgiving. i miss my little pack of strong women...my lindsay, my ducky, my jaha, my rachy, my chelti, my fishface...i miss them all.
My greatest doubt- is that things will always be okay and happy, but i'm fine witht that.
greatest fear- That things will end up the way that they always do by the time all of this goes through...i don't want to continue with my cycle. i feel this is different though...i KNOW it's different.
My greatest setback- not being able to be as involved as i want to be here, i feel like getting adjusted with college makes me busy enough.
My greatest hope- EVERY time i wake up. + my family and a beautiful new married couple...THAT is hope.
My greatest joy- laughter with my friends here at bellarmine...the guitar playing, the singing, the outdoors, and the drinking. i love them.
my saving grace- my house...my sanctuary
what I want to do right now- excercise or sleep.
what I'm afraid to work on- my history paper.
gravest concern- switching to a music major...i'm SO excited!
happiest- being surrounded by everyone that i love.
chillest/awesomest time- being at david's house or driving with him or being anywhere alone wth him.
slightest dissapointment- Crew...grrr.
best relaxation- doing laundry at home...and surprisingly, shopping last night.
and totale response- excited just to see where all of these new things and decisions are going to take me. I know where i want to go, i know exactly where i want to go, but i will be satisfied because "I have a road worth walking."
c
hi
z