Apr 25, 2005 12:32
Hey, its been awhile. but wharever. I was rediculously tired this weekend. I fell asleep at 5 on friday while watching tv and woke up at 8 the next morning, lol thats a first for me. All is well i suppose, jsut trying to make it thru. I can't believe ap tests are next week tho, thats crazy. I'm not stressed, more excited b/c that means its closer to the end of the year. So what is everyone gonna do for graduation??? I'm looking forward to it.
Plans for prom are starting to come together which is always fun. Going to duchess daughter and my mom gave me a 100 gift card there, so that will help with the cost. Not too sure who is coming exactly, but we booked it for a good amount and we'll invite people and see who can come. What is everyone else doing???
It was kind of unsettling the other day. Damien, my 10 year old nephew, couldn't sleep and kept going over to jen and such. Finally, I asked Jen why he looked so nervous and she said it was b/c of her. I was like what do u mean and she said that he was afraid of dying and struggling with if there was or wasn't anything after one dies and what the whole process of dying is like. I was kinda mad that jen had planted that in his mind, but it was more upsetting that he's only 10 and he's stuggling with something adults lose sleep over. It is so crazy, my nephews have to deal with a lot more at a much younger age than me. Yeah, I had my doubts too, but I don't think I was thinking that critcally at 10...although I don't really remember. He was genuinely questioning the existance of a god. What 10 year old boy contemplates that? It was sad b/c its like a loss of innocence as far as having a "worry free" life, but comendable that he cares and thinks about stuff without just blindly believing.
Speaking of nephews, I might have to watch them for a few days. My parents are going to CA for thier anneversary and Jen and Mbiyu may or may not go to Arizona for thiers too. That means me, stuck with 3 small kids, 2 out of 3 have ADHD and the other one follows me everywhere. That should b fun. I'll have to be "mom" and cook 4 'em and get 'em ready 4 school, and pick 'em up and such. I'm sure having an experience like that will make anyone think twice about having a kid. lol. well, I must be going, c ya!
Maia