stupid pointless rant
Feeling restless...
I feel the burden on my shoulders getting heavier and heavier, I'd only like to turn my back on everything and go away... so many things to do, so little time and will to do anything, me being unable to be as I wish, feeling insecure, feeling stupid. And my Japanese that's so awful, it's making me feel even more depressed.
In 3 weeks or so exams plus my hateful job.GREAT.
It's kinda the first time I really felt the urge to write something here..... don't like too much showing feelings and such, always trying to cover them lol. what a dumbass.
I feel the burden on my shoulders getting heavier and heavier, I'd only like to turn my back on everything and go away... so many things to do, so little time and will to do anything, me being unable to be as I wish, feeling insecure, feeling stupid. And my Japanese that's so awful, it's making me feel even more depressed.
In 3 weeks or so exams plus my hateful job.GREAT.
It's kinda the first time I really felt the urge to write something here..... don't like too much showing feelings and such, always trying to cover them lol. what a dumbass.