Dec 03, 2008 02:24
Feeling and concentrating on every single one of my hairs
Standing on end.
No shoes, no service…
Contemplating what life is really all about.
What fine line is there between love and sex?
Who’s to say we can’t live our own lives
With the ones we love?
Splashing cold water on my face,
It all happens to land on my shirt.
I am only as successful as my attempted failures.
What does it all mean?
All I wanted was to kiss him again
And then he wouldn’t touch me again…
Feeding on the numbness I don’t feel
Allowing myself to slip into abyss
Gives me the opportunity to shed some light on situations
Like, why does the abyss have to be dark? Or black?
Why can’t it be empty light… filled with nothing
But the richest colors?
My earring looks like puss.
Are you truly willing to commit to forever?
‘Cause that’s a long time.
Think about it.
Now that you’ve thought about it,
Can you do it?
Truly and deeply?
You never know until you try
And they answer lies in the end.
Yes, Lies.
We all lie to ourselves.
No matter how clean the mirror is,
It’s physically warped
Aesthetically pleasing.
Carnivorous adventures.
Thirsting for blood.
Only to find we faint when we see it.
Notice that? We talk big
Aim small
Grow some fucking cojones.
In the meantime, my operation to get them has been
Rescheduled.