All wound up and ready to kick some ass!
just finished talking with rick (out of all people; not even giving him the least amount of respect by capitalizing his name)... and oh man, our conversation was hilarious. I wish I had saved the IM window because it had me cracking up! Of course, as he does, he did get to me, and he did get me mad but I don't care about him. I don't give two shits about his life... I care about his child and wife. he doesn't have a child yet, but he has a wife, and apparently that's all the permission he needs to reproduce. Apparently, I'm also the most egotistical person he's ever met and push my ideas onto other people. (If I really do that, please, anyone!, tell me the honest truth about it and I'll stop) My dad keeps "shoving" books in my face... that's also a bad thing according to him. Me being a vegetarian is bad to him, and me being a hippie is stuppose to be an insult? he kept pulling shit out of thin air to get to me. Talking about how our relationship was a waste of time and all that. I don't care about our past relationship as much as he doesn't care about it (or maybe he does, either way, I'm better off without him now), I'm just worried that his child will grow up in an environment where books are bad and KFC meat is good (which he brought up in the most random situation). I don't care if his child eats KFC, that's not the point... maybe his child should be educated on all that's going on if he eats something (anything) unhealthy (because whether it's KFC or Publix brand fried chicken, it's still filled with tons of grease that can clog arteries; not to mention that rick doesn't seem like he's lost any weight [not quite the best example to keep his child healthy]).
It's not that everything I say is right or correct, he needs to explore and find out his way to raise his child and help his wife through her pregnancy. That's just commen sense! "I'm just gonna wait through the nine months" WHAT?!? your wife needs you the MOST during the first trimester let alone the entire pregnancy! HOW IN THE HELL are you going to let her go through everything?!? How fucking selfish...
I feel bad for his baby, that he treats like an object already. he can't fathom how important this life is... how responsible he is for this human he would be creating... a child... "Why don't you just give your boyfriend a baby?" WTF?! rick, it doesn't work like that!!!!! Baby's aren't presents you throw at people to make them happy. Children are life... and he insults me with my vegetarianism, but he doesn't even appreciate animal life, he won't understand the importance of human life! But don't get me wrong. I hope (I pray, even!) that when he finds that baby in his arms, he'll say "Holy fucking shit!" and know that this is it. I hope he grows up when he sees this child and changes his ways to life for his child and forgets about himself for once. Forget about showing off... "oh, look at me, I have a car, an apt, a wife, a baby...." as if these are all objects for him to enjoy and dispose of as he pleases... how sad. These are people, and even the objects hold importance... those who invented these contraptions to travel and hold his child... how disrespectful...
I know I shouldn't let all of this get to me... but it's moments like these, where I appreciate life even more. My life as well as everyone else's.
Best of luck and happiness to rick and his new family.
I still think he's a fucking dumbass, though.
<3 lilly
It's not that everything I say is right or correct, he needs to explore and find out his way to raise his child and help his wife through her pregnancy. That's just commen sense! "I'm just gonna wait through the nine months" WHAT?!? your wife needs you the MOST during the first trimester let alone the entire pregnancy! HOW IN THE HELL are you going to let her go through everything?!? How fucking selfish...
I feel bad for his baby, that he treats like an object already. he can't fathom how important this life is... how responsible he is for this human he would be creating... a child... "Why don't you just give your boyfriend a baby?" WTF?! rick, it doesn't work like that!!!!! Baby's aren't presents you throw at people to make them happy. Children are life... and he insults me with my vegetarianism, but he doesn't even appreciate animal life, he won't understand the importance of human life! But don't get me wrong. I hope (I pray, even!) that when he finds that baby in his arms, he'll say "Holy fucking shit!" and know that this is it. I hope he grows up when he sees this child and changes his ways to life for his child and forgets about himself for once. Forget about showing off... "oh, look at me, I have a car, an apt, a wife, a baby...." as if these are all objects for him to enjoy and dispose of as he pleases... how sad. These are people, and even the objects hold importance... those who invented these contraptions to travel and hold his child... how disrespectful...
I know I shouldn't let all of this get to me... but it's moments like these, where I appreciate life even more. My life as well as everyone else's.
Best of luck and happiness to rick and his new family.
I still think he's a fucking dumbass, though.
<3 lilly