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[chivo]

i dont know what to write
my mind is racing
ive never felt like this before in my life
what are my thoughts leading to
theres so much shit going on right now
this isnt working
this usually works when i type or write out my thoughts and i can organize them and clear our all my uncertainties
but right now it doesnt seem to be working
well kinda,
it is but it isnt
i dont know
so many thoughts so many epiphinies
i just feel like i understand everything
like my mind isnt tainted by limits or boundaries set by society
im free
maybe
but i feel like theres an urgency
to know something more
or realize one more thing
i feel like i understand everything
except that i understand everything

...
i think i get it now actually