Did you call Sora? I mean...I know you did, he told me. I'm not upset! But you didn't mention it, so I thought maybe you thought I would be. And I'm not. So...
[Awkward silence going on a little too long before he just sighs at himself and ends the message.]
Yeah, I called him. I didn't...um...I just was trying to make things better. I didn't want anyone to be upset, so I called him and told him he shouldn't be upset.
...So now nobody is really upset, right? I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
You don't have to be sorry! And you don't have to tell me everything. I just don't want you to think you can't, if you do want to tell me stuff. Even about him.
I don't think he's upset anymore...I don't know if things are better, though.
I know! It's just weird. Because I can talk to him like he's just someone else here as long as I don't see him, and I wanted to help you and I wanted to let him know that you didn't do anything really wrong except the lie but you took it back. I wanted to make sure he didn't think you were a bad person.
Maybe they're not better, but if no one is really upset, that's a good thing, still. I just thought that if I tried and it made things worse, then everyone would hate me.
If not seeing him helps you, then keep doing that. It's okay to do what's comfortable, I think. But I don't know how...for me. I keep trying to just ignore him but then I can't. [Not touching the 'bad person' stuff because he has no idea how to judge that kind of thing.]
I guess. I don't think I could ignore him if I tried. There's just...something that makes me want to talk to him and. I don't know if it's really getting to know him, but I want to know what he does and what he's like. I don't know, it's really confusing sometimes.
[She doesn't answer that right away.] ...Yeah they could.
I know. It is. I feel the same. I'm curious, but I try and imagine just being around him like other people and I just-Axel's lucky. It's easier for him.
He deserves it. So does Xemnas. I was going to, you know. The last thing I remember before being pulled is fighting my way through the Heartless around the castle. I was going to go back and stop everything.
Did you call Sora? I mean...I know you did, he told me. I'm not upset! But you didn't mention it, so I thought maybe you thought I would be. And I'm not. So...
[Awkward silence going on a little too long before he just sighs at himself and ends the message.]
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...So now nobody is really upset, right? I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
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I don't think he's upset anymore...I don't know if things are better, though.
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Maybe they're not better, but if no one is really upset, that's a good thing, still. I just thought that if I tried and it made things worse, then everyone would hate me.
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...no one could hate you.
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[She doesn't answer that right away.] ...Yeah they could.
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Saix doesn't count!
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Yes he does! Kinda!
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He does not! He was wrong about everything!
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But he still hated me!
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That's because he was an idiot, and wrong about you! I wish I'd killed him instead of just walking away!
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Roxas! No, don't say that! I'm glad you didn't kill him, I don't want you to kill anyone!
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He deserves it. So does Xemnas. I was going to, you know. The last thing I remember before being pulled is fighting my way through the Heartless around the castle. I was going to go back and stop everything.
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...really? But I didn't want you to get hurt!
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I didn't...think you'd remember. When I was gone. That maybe you'd forget what I said but I hoped you didn't.
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