early morning phone calls
are never good news.
You stupid stupid kid, you were meant to live in your big bro's backyard and I was supposed to visit with a sticky date pudding and a giant jug of caramel sauce and make jokes about gwarks and german helmets and play stacks on til you giggled and farted. You weren't supposed to be crushed under a collapsed wall early on a Saturday morning. This was not how it's supposed to be. Your sister called me this morning and asked me if i was sitting down before blurting it out. I wasn't very helpful, all I could do was cry. I had to call my brother to tell him what happened because your big brother is currently on a flight to meet my bro and is uncontactable.
heart-fucking-break.
You stupid stupid kid, you were meant to live in your big bro's backyard and I was supposed to visit with a sticky date pudding and a giant jug of caramel sauce and make jokes about gwarks and german helmets and play stacks on til you giggled and farted. You weren't supposed to be crushed under a collapsed wall early on a Saturday morning. This was not how it's supposed to be. Your sister called me this morning and asked me if i was sitting down before blurting it out. I wasn't very helpful, all I could do was cry. I had to call my brother to tell him what happened because your big brother is currently on a flight to meet my bro and is uncontactable.
heart-fucking-break.