Everything You Want

Apr 16, 2005 01:43

What makes life perfect?
What makes it Horrible?
What is it that you want in life?
What would you sacrifice to get what you want?
Is there someone that you want to be with?
What would you do to be with that person?
Is there something worth dying for?
Is that something, really a someone?
What are your ideals?
Do they fit into your lifestyle?
Do you strive for the light?
Do you lust for the darkness?
Do you feel warm in the night?
Do you feel cold in the day?
Have you found your knight, or damsel?
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, what then is the most beautiful?
Who is the most beautiful?
Will you fight for your ideals?
Will you watch your world crumble before you?

Have you loved?
Do you love?

What is love?

I've walked in the Darkness almost all my life. I've hurt the ones i love, nearly bringing the woman i care most about to tears on more than one occasion. I have been torn apart by my own guilt and the pain caused by the ones i love. I've made myself suffer to understand myself, to understand life. My heart has raced and stilled at the sight of one young woman. From the darkness i watch and stand guard. i will subject myself to pain to keep it away from her. My Dark Angel, the fire of my shadow heart, I will give you a man to be proud of, someone you can love with out shame. I want to look into your eyes and see the rings of gold, to see love hidden from the world. i want you to be able to say to the world that we are in love. I know you do not completely understand what lies in your heart, and that is fine. I will wait if i must. I will wait, holding back the shadows of life, making sure that your life is as close to perfection as humanly possible. I will do this till the very end, even if we never find out. I give you my hand, to guide you through the dark nights, keeping you away from the temptations it offers. I give you my hand, placing my fingers between yours, feeling the warmth of your skin flowing into my icy cold hands. I love you, now and forever. i just hope you feel the same way too, even if i never see or experience that love.
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