irony
everyone says that if you work at it than everything will work out... if you try hard enough you will be happy in life... than those people never experienced unrequited love... they've never been in a situation where you try so hard to be loving, helpful... they've never been in a situation where they try to give everything they think this person deserves, and to have that person abondon you as if you meant nothing... i feel sad and i feel pathetic... 2 months and i still think about the person who left me high and dry... 2months and i still think about this person purely out of love... so much so that it hurts me... i feel like crying sometimes... after 3 years she fall s in love with someone else with no regard with the things i've done... and with all the things i see i should hate her... why then do i still dream, why then do i still want her by my side... why do i want to tell her that i love her so much... everyone i know has abandoned her and i left because it hurt too much to be by her side... why is life so unfair... why did i ever allow myself to get attached to her....one persons misery is anothers bliss