I 've got nothing o say......

[chiseneincula]

that's the deal..... ussually I do things...not thinking about that.... that's why this journal doesn't work for me...in the last periode my only friends was cds and crapy tv.....I mean my only support is da tv guide....realy shit don't you think ???

corrent mood; depress

music: coalisce

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everyone gets down

[rheasayz]

i once stayed in bed for a whole week, not taking a shower (ultimate grossness), eating meals (if you can call oreos, gushers, n easy 'mac, meals) in bed, didn't answer the phone, sometimes couldn't even get up to change the channel because i didn't want to find the remote so i'd watch buffy the vampire slayer marathons not becuz i liked the show, i actually hate it with a passion, but because i didn't care. only time i got up was to relieve myself n sometimes i contemplated just soiling myself like a child, don't worry i never did, but talk about depressed huh. but then i was forced to go back to school, n eventually the depression went away. so even if right now, you think you'd rather die than live like this, know that a lot of people experience it as well n get through it. n so will you. this too will pass.

i was diagnosed with seasonal affective disorder, winter depression. that was 3years ago. n i have come a long way. i used to get really sad or bored when the weather got shitty, like rainy or cold or snowy, i hated it. but now i can deal with it, but i know when i grow up fer sure im livin somewhere sunny so i wont get so sad again!