Jan 21, 2005 15:32
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
For some reason I'm on a Greenday fix right now and I have no idea why. Oh well. Slowly I'm starting to pull things together, making lists and shit of what I'll need for cali. It's still a few months away, but damn it I can't wait. I'll miss the mountains, the crisp air and my wolves, but I honestly don't ever want to look back. Colorado holds so many horrible memories and experiences, I'm seriously considering changing everything once I get to cali, name, look, ss#, everything. I dont want anyone to be able to find me, and maybe if i'm lucky, no one will.
Bah, I dunno why I'm being like this either, it's not like me. Granted back in high school i was all ready to disappear, and knew the resources to do it, but now that I want to i'm having a hard time finding the path to take. Maybe i'm looking in the wrong places, perhaps now I need to carve my own path...
On a lighter note, I'm starting to freak my mom out with some of the stuff i've gotten recently, my living dead, and poison apple dolls for example, I think dolls without faces are cool, she's creeped out by them and is wondering why her eighteen year old daughter is into dolls again. lol. I'm also stuck in a fashion phase somewhere between j-rock lolita, and cyber... very interesting combination if you ask me :)but then again this is me we're talking about.
I think i'm gonna go, not sure if i'm going to the alley tonight or not, but we shall see.
Ciao!