Friendship...
As much of a loner as I try to be, I honestly have no idea where I would be without my friends. Last night at club I ran into Melley and Spike, both of them were leary of me when Frost and I first started dating, and now they keep in closer contact with me then they do with him. I told them the sitch and both were like 'good riddance' which shocked the hell outta me. It really did
I also saw Ori there. I haven't talked to that kid in months so I honestly didn't expect him to remember me. When I tapped him on the shoulder he gave me a huge hug and introduced me to his friend Shakira, who was really cute btb. ;) It mae me laugh because it was his first time at club and he was having the same problem I had when I first started going. "These people dance funny I can't dance like this!" I remember saying the exact same thing too.
I had and anxiety attack later in the night and just sat in a booth staring at my water. Jet came over and did his damndest to cheer me up. It worked, I just enjoyed sitting there observing after a while. He was a total gentleman towards me, held me, kissed me, and acted stupid to cheer me up. He may be old enough to be my father, but he's also a friend i know i could trust with a lot of shit, we have a mutual respect for one another, which is nice. I had time to do a lot of thinking last night, and I realize just how much everyone in my life means to me, and how much i'm going to miss them all when i leave...
On a more...amusing note, I was complimented and insulted all in the same sentence last night. This girl Lili and i were talking in the bathroom cuz i mentioned that I liked her eye makeup, and she's all "you know i've been watching you for a while and you have the right idea, if you got some better makeup and some more expensive brushes, you'd definately have the best makeup in the club." I wasn't too sure what to say. She liked my idea yet said i put it on shittily. oh well.
I guess i'm done for now.
I also saw Ori there. I haven't talked to that kid in months so I honestly didn't expect him to remember me. When I tapped him on the shoulder he gave me a huge hug and introduced me to his friend Shakira, who was really cute btb. ;) It mae me laugh because it was his first time at club and he was having the same problem I had when I first started going. "These people dance funny I can't dance like this!" I remember saying the exact same thing too.
I had and anxiety attack later in the night and just sat in a booth staring at my water. Jet came over and did his damndest to cheer me up. It worked, I just enjoyed sitting there observing after a while. He was a total gentleman towards me, held me, kissed me, and acted stupid to cheer me up. He may be old enough to be my father, but he's also a friend i know i could trust with a lot of shit, we have a mutual respect for one another, which is nice. I had time to do a lot of thinking last night, and I realize just how much everyone in my life means to me, and how much i'm going to miss them all when i leave...
On a more...amusing note, I was complimented and insulted all in the same sentence last night. This girl Lili and i were talking in the bathroom cuz i mentioned that I liked her eye makeup, and she's all "you know i've been watching you for a while and you have the right idea, if you got some better makeup and some more expensive brushes, you'd definately have the best makeup in the club." I wasn't too sure what to say. She liked my idea yet said i put it on shittily. oh well.
I guess i'm done for now.