Slight Improvement
I just slept for twelve hours, and finally I actually feel kind of good again. A little further confirmation, as though I needed it, that sleep has been terrible.
Yesterday I had gotten four hours maybe, went around with muscle aches, foggy head and eyes that don't want to focus, like always happens when I'm exhausted (when I was working, this is how I felt most of the time, I'm still not sure how I lasted as long as I did). And to top it all off, I ended up slamming my thumb into the wall and turning the area at and underneath the nail into a big blood blister. When I haven't had enough rest my pain tolerance is at, like zero, so damaging one of the more sensitive areas of your body is exactly what I needed right then.
I take some comfort that Renee hasn't been sleeping well either. Not that I want her to sleep badly or anything, but if its effecting her too then it might be not be me and my sleep cycle fucking with me as it sometimes does; it might be something environmental that we can find and fix, or that may pass on its own.
My best guess is the dry fucking air in here, but we're doing the best we can with that.
Of course, the problem for her could also be that, while she's still not working (big fucking city, no fucking jobs, *grumble grumble*) she's fallen into my complete and total lack of a sleep schedule. That might not be doing her a lot of good.
Ugh.
In other news, Projeckts are coming along and starting to take shape. And my new toy is not in immaculate working order, its temperamental and might take me an hour to get it to work, and it will for a while before error messages come up. Eh, what are you going to do? It was free. I've been getting some innocent villager slaughtering time in, and that is what really counts. ;-)
Yesterday I had gotten four hours maybe, went around with muscle aches, foggy head and eyes that don't want to focus, like always happens when I'm exhausted (when I was working, this is how I felt most of the time, I'm still not sure how I lasted as long as I did). And to top it all off, I ended up slamming my thumb into the wall and turning the area at and underneath the nail into a big blood blister. When I haven't had enough rest my pain tolerance is at, like zero, so damaging one of the more sensitive areas of your body is exactly what I needed right then.
I take some comfort that Renee hasn't been sleeping well either. Not that I want her to sleep badly or anything, but if its effecting her too then it might be not be me and my sleep cycle fucking with me as it sometimes does; it might be something environmental that we can find and fix, or that may pass on its own.
My best guess is the dry fucking air in here, but we're doing the best we can with that.
Of course, the problem for her could also be that, while she's still not working (big fucking city, no fucking jobs, *grumble grumble*) she's fallen into my complete and total lack of a sleep schedule. That might not be doing her a lot of good.
Ugh.
In other news, Projeckts are coming along and starting to take shape. And my new toy is not in immaculate working order, its temperamental and might take me an hour to get it to work, and it will for a while before error messages come up. Eh, what are you going to do? It was free. I've been getting some innocent villager slaughtering time in, and that is what really counts. ;-)