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Sometimes I get the strong urge to say "screw you" to everyone I know and just take off to a foreign country. Not tell anyone where I'm going and contact no one after I arrive there. I have gone so far as to research the cheapest places to live in the world. (hint: these tend to be places that you would most likely not choose to live in unfortunately) I tend to let people walk all over me, and for the most part it's because I am trying to be nice, get them to like me, be easy-going, etc. But in the end, I hate it and they get annoyed when I try and assert myself. I get pretty lonely, but ultimately I need to be alone. My closest friends are actually those that I keep at a distance. Reflecting on 
rabidcucumber's post, it is basically the complete opposite of high school when I couldn't have cared any less. Now I care too much. There is also most definitely a fine line between love and hate. And I think some friendships are not worth all this.
rabidcucumber's post, it is basically the complete opposite of high school when I couldn't have cared any less. Now I care too much. There is also most definitely a fine line between love and hate. And I think some friendships are not worth all this.