May 13, 2008 03:55
Procrastination is a terrible thing, but i just cant seem to learn my lesson.
Life is going to change a lot this summer. i am excited but really scared at the same time. I hope the path that i have chosen is whats best for me. Its so different from what I thought I would be 4 years ago, I would have never thought of getting into the medical field, its so funny how i abruptly decided to take this career path. I heard one girl from my class speak about how much she enjoyed helping children and exactly what her plans for the future were that I decided to become a therapist too. I happened to have so many of her traits. She already graduated and is one of the happiest people I know. I should be like her in 3 years :-)
I need to work on becoming a more disciplined student and individual in general. I am turning 21, but Im not going to be able to drink that much anymore. I never pictured 20 years old like this. I remember being 12 and wanted to be 21 already, but i wish i was 12 again, searching for shady delis to buy 40s from. I miss those days. High school was alrite, not i like i pictured it either. College was good but i feel like i still do not know everything i need to know in order to succeed in life. By the end of this summer i will know every single muscle of the human body and every detail about joints. i have never had school during the summer and it really sucks, ima study on the beach and everyone needs to drill me on muscles :-).
I am excited about going on a fishing trip on my bday. I am going to catch a big stripe bass!!! That would be the best gift! Hope it all works out and i get enough ppl and dunt need to harrass them constantly about money.
Its so bad that I cant trust my boyfriend. I need to work on that and he needs to stop lying for no reason. A lot of things are going to change this summer. Hope that everything works out for the best.
What an odd and random entry