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today´s been rough.
First of all, I decided to drop my stress class cuz I hate getting up for it and the prof drives me crazy and cuz we have to go to the library to get our books. Good enough reason for me, I don´t need 19 cr hrs anyway
Brian asked me if Jason was upset with him today...which started the conversation. So at first... I dunno I kinda held back but then I decided there´s no time like the present to just be honest and let it all out. So I told him exactly what jason was upset about, and made a point to say he had every right to be upset, what brian did was wrong and that he needs to acknowledge that. So... after some long, crazy talking, it was over. In the process, josh treece found out, as well as trevor, although he doesn´t know who or else brian would die.
so... I just saw Meggie and that makes my heart smile, we´re so hanging out this weekend....oh did I mention that the other day I had dinner with meggie and rich? it was tons of fun, we def hung out at el zarape for 2.5 hrs. Beautiful.
Anyway I went to abnormal psych today and it got out really early, so I went o jason and bill´s and it was fun, nobody was there when I got there I just walked in the door and looked for them, and jason comes in behind me, apparently bill left. So he still hasn´t finished his rough draft which is due tomorrow, that´s not at all good. So... anyway we were hanging out, bill comes back, says a key line and here we go... I was upset, it´s bill and he always says stuff so it wasn´t a huge deal but the point was jason can´t stand up for me, and that´s a key issue lately, I don´t know why it upsets me but it does. Like I love this kid more than anything, but it makes me feel as if he doesn´t even care when he can´t stand up, like... just telling me you love me isn´t enough, I need to know that if something were to happen, you can stand up for what you believe is right, even if doesn´t involve me, but especially if it does! Maybe I´m just being high maintenance again. Who knows. Anyway, we talked about it so I think it´s gotten better, but I kinda yelled and walked away, which hurts me and I´m sure hurt him, but I needed to make a point, and I hope he understands now just how much it means to me. I hate to rant and rave but this is relieving pressure on my cabeza, so deal with it. Anyway... he apparently talked to brian a little, imd him to say he hates him and not to reply but then they did talk... I told bill and he is worried cuz he doesn´t wanna be brough into it all, which I agree sucks, but... I dunno Ive found that talkin to him really makes me feel a little better. I think we have a lot of the same philosophies in life, we just portray them differently. Anyway...
Jason got his second package in the mail today which is fun.
I went to the union, they had a mini college fest or whatever it´s called where you can see all the organizations and stuff. Andy was the only one at fencing, tired and sick looking, sitting by himself with a notebook, eppe and mask. haha so I talked to him for a while, he immediately said ohthank god nobody´s been here. lol so I got him some meds for his throat and some candy for the table hoping to make his day a little better, but who knows. I made sure to rub in the EC for child psych. Poor guy. I came back and trevor and jamie were there, so we talked for a little bit... I miss those guys. I need to go to fencing ...at least go to wendys just to see everyone! Anyway ACT was there too so I got to see pat and lonie and dave and that was nice, a nice relaxed setting where we could talk and stuff.... my pic is on the board they made cuz it´s the one they´re takin to FCCM haha Dave asked me to autograph it
So talking to Michael makes me feel better, I miss him. Okay I´m gonna go chill for awhile.
First of all, I decided to drop my stress class cuz I hate getting up for it and the prof drives me crazy and cuz we have to go to the library to get our books. Good enough reason for me, I don´t need 19 cr hrs anyway
Brian asked me if Jason was upset with him today...which started the conversation. So at first... I dunno I kinda held back but then I decided there´s no time like the present to just be honest and let it all out. So I told him exactly what jason was upset about, and made a point to say he had every right to be upset, what brian did was wrong and that he needs to acknowledge that. So... after some long, crazy talking, it was over. In the process, josh treece found out, as well as trevor, although he doesn´t know who or else brian would die.
so... I just saw Meggie and that makes my heart smile, we´re so hanging out this weekend....oh did I mention that the other day I had dinner with meggie and rich? it was tons of fun, we def hung out at el zarape for 2.5 hrs. Beautiful.
Anyway I went to abnormal psych today and it got out really early, so I went o jason and bill´s and it was fun, nobody was there when I got there I just walked in the door and looked for them, and jason comes in behind me, apparently bill left. So he still hasn´t finished his rough draft which is due tomorrow, that´s not at all good. So... anyway we were hanging out, bill comes back, says a key line and here we go... I was upset, it´s bill and he always says stuff so it wasn´t a huge deal but the point was jason can´t stand up for me, and that´s a key issue lately, I don´t know why it upsets me but it does. Like I love this kid more than anything, but it makes me feel as if he doesn´t even care when he can´t stand up, like... just telling me you love me isn´t enough, I need to know that if something were to happen, you can stand up for what you believe is right, even if doesn´t involve me, but especially if it does! Maybe I´m just being high maintenance again. Who knows. Anyway, we talked about it so I think it´s gotten better, but I kinda yelled and walked away, which hurts me and I´m sure hurt him, but I needed to make a point, and I hope he understands now just how much it means to me. I hate to rant and rave but this is relieving pressure on my cabeza, so deal with it. Anyway... he apparently talked to brian a little, imd him to say he hates him and not to reply but then they did talk... I told bill and he is worried cuz he doesn´t wanna be brough into it all, which I agree sucks, but... I dunno Ive found that talkin to him really makes me feel a little better. I think we have a lot of the same philosophies in life, we just portray them differently. Anyway...
Jason got his second package in the mail today which is fun.
I went to the union, they had a mini college fest or whatever it´s called where you can see all the organizations and stuff. Andy was the only one at fencing, tired and sick looking, sitting by himself with a notebook, eppe and mask. haha so I talked to him for a while, he immediately said ohthank god nobody´s been here. lol so I got him some meds for his throat and some candy for the table hoping to make his day a little better, but who knows. I made sure to rub in the EC for child psych. Poor guy. I came back and trevor and jamie were there, so we talked for a little bit... I miss those guys. I need to go to fencing ...at least go to wendys just to see everyone! Anyway ACT was there too so I got to see pat and lonie and dave and that was nice, a nice relaxed setting where we could talk and stuff.... my pic is on the board they made cuz it´s the one they´re takin to FCCM haha Dave asked me to autograph it
So talking to Michael makes me feel better, I miss him. Okay I´m gonna go chill for awhile.