May 28, 2005 18:51
I came here down to Boca Raton for this weekend, I'm already havin so much fun. We went to a water park called Coconut cove today! It's about 2 minutes from my cousin's house (that's where were staying). It's so different here, because so many people here are jewish, at Albertson's all the meat and chicken is Kosher. Even Rotisserie chicken is kosher. lol. Dont ask what Kosher means please. lol. But people down here aren't really that friendly. Anyways, I miss my baby sooooo much, it really suck not being with him. I wish we could just be together. My mom asked if I was over him, and I said yes, but really, I'm not. I cant stand it. I guess this summer will make it a little easier... probably not though. I'm heartbroken :(( I love him so freaking much. Dammit, why does it have to be this way? I guess that the easiest way for things to be with my family and stuff is to not be with him. It's hard as hell tho. Cuz I still love him. And I'm sorry that it had to be this way. But I'm just gonna stop talking about it because it makes me so sad. Anyways, I'm sitting here in my cousins office listening to everyone sing Karaoke. I have nothing more to rite really. write l8r. xoxo