Just thinking...
I was finishing up some new photo sets, thinking of the visit up to
Nashville this past weekend and realized how much I really miss everyone from
the cast. It was great to hang out at Leland's with everyone. But once home for
a while, I felt a strange feeling. It actually took me a while to realize that
in some way I felt lonely after leaving them. A very strange
thing since loneliness is almost alien to me. How odd. After a while
I got settled back in my routine at home but I found myself thinking of
my time up there: Talking to GW.
Discussing the festival with Leland. Talking or picking on Andrew - who,
though I joked about it at the picnic, is in fact probably the best kisser - male or female, I've ever had the pleasure of kissing. (For those who weren't there, that is in reference to the post-festival IHop get-together with the cast.)
Really, its strange for a feeling of loneliness to creep up on me. I had almost reached the point where I thought I was immune to it. Hmmm. I guess that there are always surprises hidden in the recesses of my mind. But I actually caught myself looking a job postings in Nashville that might apply to me. Didn't find anything but I still looked. How is it that a group of people managed to strike deeply enough into me to make me feel a sense of loneliness? I suppose to many people this sounds normal... to me, it's almost unfathomable. But as I get closer to finishing the photos for the year - I find it undeniable that I miss the faire and most importantly, the friends I've made there.
Really, its strange for a feeling of loneliness to creep up on me. I had almost reached the point where I thought I was immune to it. Hmmm. I guess that there are always surprises hidden in the recesses of my mind. But I actually caught myself looking a job postings in Nashville that might apply to me. Didn't find anything but I still looked. How is it that a group of people managed to strike deeply enough into me to make me feel a sense of loneliness? I suppose to many people this sounds normal... to me, it's almost unfathomable. But as I get closer to finishing the photos for the year - I find it undeniable that I miss the faire and most importantly, the friends I've made there.