don't know what to do with myself
I just can't get you out of my head, cause your lovvvvvin is all i think about... i just can't get you out of my head... la la la, la la la la la, la la la, la la la la la
can't get that damn song out of my head.
well I don't have any homework and I can honestly say its about the weirdest feeling ever... i don't know what to do with myself!!! I feel like being on the internet and watching TRL is a waste of time and I should get a job or study or something!!! curse AP... it has ruined me.
went to miami over the weekend with my mom and alyce... i loved UM so much. that was about my biggest fear, that I would love it and then it would be so unattainable. even if I got in, could I afford it? and could i stand being so far from home? I'm so afraid of everything. what if I hate college? what if I can't take care of myself? I've never even done my own laundry! what if I'm not meant to be a doctor? what if I flunk out of med school? WHAT IF I KILL SOMEBODY?!? stuff like this i worry about all the time. at least i have another year to figure my life out.
o! we got hit on by some really really desperate guys in miami... it was hilarious but extremely sad at the same time... well one of them was kinda hot...^_~
this weekend we're looking at the University of Tampa, and next saturday I'm taking the SAT. I'm dreading it. I'm freaking out that my score won't go up at all. I've been trying to study, but it just seems like there's no way to prepare for a test like this. why can't it be like, thirty years ago? people back then had things so easy.
I've been really contemplative lately... just thinking about... lots of stuff. but then I guess that is the definition of contemplative...
my classical lit presentation is tomorrow... just another thing to freak out over.
psych test coming up monday... WOO HOO!!! add it to the list.
I'm volunteering at the hospital this summer. and i really do want to start looking for a job in a few weeks. I just don't know how I'm going to do it... I'm going on vacation over spring break and then this summer and it seems like everybody is going out of town. I hate not being able to drive. three more months...
I really want to change the name of my journal... mi vida loca? that is so lame and cliche. It's really just serving as a temporary place holder until i think of something better... its about one notch above "my journal". lmao
volunteered to take a pet home over spring break! my mom flipped b/c we're going to be out of town. she was like, how are we supposed to take care of some stupid mouse/ hamster if we're not here??? I figured my grandparents wouldn't mind taking on another pet... at least its for project credit in anatomy... jessica and juliann are bringing in deer legs. I flipped out at her b/c her parents are still killing "bamby." I don't know, it just seems like anybody who can kill another living thing has to be completely heartless.
now that I've rambled about anything and everything under the sun, I guess I'll leave and write again in, o say, five months? kk, now that we've got that established...
can't get that damn song out of my head.
well I don't have any homework and I can honestly say its about the weirdest feeling ever... i don't know what to do with myself!!! I feel like being on the internet and watching TRL is a waste of time and I should get a job or study or something!!! curse AP... it has ruined me.
went to miami over the weekend with my mom and alyce... i loved UM so much. that was about my biggest fear, that I would love it and then it would be so unattainable. even if I got in, could I afford it? and could i stand being so far from home? I'm so afraid of everything. what if I hate college? what if I can't take care of myself? I've never even done my own laundry! what if I'm not meant to be a doctor? what if I flunk out of med school? WHAT IF I KILL SOMEBODY?!? stuff like this i worry about all the time. at least i have another year to figure my life out.
o! we got hit on by some really really desperate guys in miami... it was hilarious but extremely sad at the same time... well one of them was kinda hot...^_~
this weekend we're looking at the University of Tampa, and next saturday I'm taking the SAT. I'm dreading it. I'm freaking out that my score won't go up at all. I've been trying to study, but it just seems like there's no way to prepare for a test like this. why can't it be like, thirty years ago? people back then had things so easy.
I've been really contemplative lately... just thinking about... lots of stuff. but then I guess that is the definition of contemplative...
my classical lit presentation is tomorrow... just another thing to freak out over.
psych test coming up monday... WOO HOO!!! add it to the list.
I'm volunteering at the hospital this summer. and i really do want to start looking for a job in a few weeks. I just don't know how I'm going to do it... I'm going on vacation over spring break and then this summer and it seems like everybody is going out of town. I hate not being able to drive. three more months...
I really want to change the name of my journal... mi vida loca? that is so lame and cliche. It's really just serving as a temporary place holder until i think of something better... its about one notch above "my journal". lmao
volunteered to take a pet home over spring break! my mom flipped b/c we're going to be out of town. she was like, how are we supposed to take care of some stupid mouse/ hamster if we're not here??? I figured my grandparents wouldn't mind taking on another pet... at least its for project credit in anatomy... jessica and juliann are bringing in deer legs. I flipped out at her b/c her parents are still killing "bamby." I don't know, it just seems like anybody who can kill another living thing has to be completely heartless.
now that I've rambled about anything and everything under the sun, I guess I'll leave and write again in, o say, five months? kk, now that we've got that established...