It's my party...
And I can cry if I want to. No, I'm not crying. I'm a little down and depressed though. Basically, I had a "meh" birthday. It wasn't thrilling. Last night, I went to a PKA party that was "dress like a celebrity." I went as Owen Wilson. I looked good too. But sadly I was my normal timid self again and I don't know. I'm just horrible with girls.
Anyway, Christa called me at 11:00 (which was midnight to her) and that was really cool. The partying ended around 2:00 for me and that's when I went to bed. I was awakened at 9:00 by my grandmother who wanted to wish me a happy birthday. That was really nice. Then I went back to bed until 12:00 and took care of a bunch of random stuff before band. When I got to the MRH (Music Rehearsal Hall), a ΤΒΣ member presented me with a cake "from my mother." I thought it couldn't have been so I assumed it was from ΤΒΣ. Turns out, it was actually from my mother who paid ΤΒΣ to make the cake. That was a little depressing because I thought that people were being just really cool and friendly, but nah... it was my mom.
The game was long as usual and unfortunately, Vanderbilt's winning streak came to an end. It had to happen. Sadly, it happened with MTSU. And it was cheap too. The refs skimmed like 5 seconds off the clock at the end and there's no way that MTSU could've blocked that kick so easily. Furthermore, their players were on the field before the game officially ended. Grrrrr
After the game I was tired, but I still wanted to go out. Sadly I couldn't find anyone to chill with. So here I am.
I'm lonely. I wish I could find that companionship thing I was talking about before. I'd really just like to find a relationship that will last a little while. Why do I suck and figuring these things out!?
Adios.
Anyway, Christa called me at 11:00 (which was midnight to her) and that was really cool. The partying ended around 2:00 for me and that's when I went to bed. I was awakened at 9:00 by my grandmother who wanted to wish me a happy birthday. That was really nice. Then I went back to bed until 12:00 and took care of a bunch of random stuff before band. When I got to the MRH (Music Rehearsal Hall), a ΤΒΣ member presented me with a cake "from my mother." I thought it couldn't have been so I assumed it was from ΤΒΣ. Turns out, it was actually from my mother who paid ΤΒΣ to make the cake. That was a little depressing because I thought that people were being just really cool and friendly, but nah... it was my mom.
The game was long as usual and unfortunately, Vanderbilt's winning streak came to an end. It had to happen. Sadly, it happened with MTSU. And it was cheap too. The refs skimmed like 5 seconds off the clock at the end and there's no way that MTSU could've blocked that kick so easily. Furthermore, their players were on the field before the game officially ended. Grrrrr
After the game I was tired, but I still wanted to go out. Sadly I couldn't find anyone to chill with. So here I am.
I'm lonely. I wish I could find that companionship thing I was talking about before. I'd really just like to find a relationship that will last a little while. Why do I suck and figuring these things out!?
Adios.