Oct 16, 2006 20:30
Eeper meeper: Ooh! I had an inspirational moment!
Tigris48382: Hm?
Eeper meeper: Ok, so I was watching TV with my Dad, and that commercial for that new WWII movie came on, and then so we started talking about WWII, and he mentioned D-day. And so I attempted to say, "Is that where they invaded France?" accept I said invented instead of invaded by accident. It made us both laugh.
Eeper meeper: But! I came up with a brilliant idea! Whenever there is a long or awkward pause within the group, I think one of us should say, "And that's when they invented France."
Eeper meeper: just because we can.
Tigris48382: YES
Tigris48382: Awesome!
Eeper meeper: We MUST do that!
Tigris48382: yes!
Eeper meeper: Pure brilliance!
Tigris48382: Indeed!
Eeper meeper: hahaha.
Eeper meeper: We should pull it on Matt and Ethan tomorrow
Tigris48382: YES
Tigris48382: Speaking of brilliance, I had an epiphany today!
Eeper meeper: Ooh! Do tell!
Tigris48382: Maybe I should just show... I typed up all my realizations quickly before they left my head. I have them saved in Notepad
Eeper meeper: sweet
Tigris48382: Don't know if you'd find the subject material particularly interesting, but perhaps my thought process in its most raw form might be a bit intriguing
Tigris48382: Shall I send you the file?
Eeper meeper: yes
Tigris48382: Mmmkay
Tigris48382: Be warned, I sort of started romanticizing my own similie. I suppose that there's a romantic somewhere deep within my psyche
Eeper meeper: ok then
Tigris48382: Just so you don't get weirded out
Tigris48382 wants to send file C:\Documents and Settings\Sarah\My Documents\download\eepermeeper\epiphany.txt.
Eeper meeper received C:\Documents and Settings\Sarah\My Documents\download\eepermeeper\epiphany.txt.
Tigris48382: If you've ever read poetry or anything from the romantic era in an english class, you'll see what I mean
Tigris48382: It just sort of suddenly came to me, so I had to get it down
Tigris48382: I can use this understanding as a tool now, oh yes I can. It will aid me in my quest to seduce Beth. I'm still not entirely sure what I'll do once I have her in my back pocket, but I was thinking that I would string her along and then cold-heartedly drop her.
Eeper meeper: hmm. Interesting. And why would you do that?
Tigris48382: I'm not entirely sure.
Tigris48382: I suppose out of a sort of LeVayan philosophy: "Do unto others as they have done unto you." The law of retaliation. I suppose subconsciously for several months now I've always wanted to get Beth back for my perception of her hurting me when I ended up having misguided feelings for her, although I know that it's certainly not her fault I ended up that way. Rather I just fault her for being so flirtatious, which is wont to string a poor person along before she turns them down in a manner which will seem, to them, cold-hearted and cruel.
Tigris48382: So I sort of made a spur-of-the-moment conviction sometime before homecoming that I was going to use my new-found confidence from the creation of my "Vincent" persona to seduce Beth and put her in my back pocket to do with as I please
Tigris48382: I never fully figured out what I would do after that point. Matt is of the opinion that I'm going to destroy her emotionally by being tenfold more cold-hearted to her than I perceived her to be to me, but I feel that I have some qualms about that course of action.
Tigris48382: Having experienced the feeling, I am not entirely eager to inflict it on another, especially when the more rational part of me is convinced that Beth is not as manipulative and cruel as I make her out to be.
Eeper meeper: ...wow.
Eeper meeper: Very well thought out, that is.
Tigris48382: I suppose my sudden epiphany of this afternoon has left me in a sort of scholarly analytical mindset. I feel very much as though I am thinking more clearly about the matters of my own heart and mind, and the personalities of the people around me, than I ever was before.