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I suppose i should post something after bing on here for over an hour.
I really hate getting wet in rain! and that is exactly what happened today at guard...i figured out that instead of venting my anger i just make random and snide remarks leaning towards sarchasm.
But i can put down angry words about my father. I sit here on the computer and he sits over i=on the couch bebind tryingto make converstion then when i reply he attacks what i say and in order to stay sane i have to defend myself and i just get so tense and i really really don't like it. hes so accusatory and just makes everything so negative and its always a sunset, never a sunrise.
How can he be a state representative when he's like this? i wonder if bush's daughters feel like this and just puton a happy face for the sake of the press and media coverage. What a load of bull. its all a front for bullshit. 1984
Oh hey...go to google and type in red rye ink...then look for it all together. there is this great description written by i have no idea who...its not just about the band...its just poetry.
i have to go now because the world might be ending and my mom might be calling and we ahve only 20hrs of internet a month...
really really really big sighhhhhhhhhhh........
p.s. how depressing was this?
sorry. it happens
I really hate getting wet in rain! and that is exactly what happened today at guard...i figured out that instead of venting my anger i just make random and snide remarks leaning towards sarchasm.
But i can put down angry words about my father. I sit here on the computer and he sits over i=on the couch bebind tryingto make converstion then when i reply he attacks what i say and in order to stay sane i have to defend myself and i just get so tense and i really really don't like it. hes so accusatory and just makes everything so negative and its always a sunset, never a sunrise.
How can he be a state representative when he's like this? i wonder if bush's daughters feel like this and just puton a happy face for the sake of the press and media coverage. What a load of bull. its all a front for bullshit. 1984
Oh hey...go to google and type in red rye ink...then look for it all together. there is this great description written by i have no idea who...its not just about the band...its just poetry.
i have to go now because the world might be ending and my mom might be calling and we ahve only 20hrs of internet a month...
really really really big sighhhhhhhhhhh........
p.s. how depressing was this?
sorry. it happens