Aug 10, 2006 20:38
i'm gettin a fckin job and gettin that stupid add sidekick 3 lol
argh life has been a bitch this last week.. it was all fun at first then everything got crappy... how life can b at times -_- i kinda wanna join something... maybe a sport since football is over...or judo.. or even the army or... air force.. i wanna do somethin wid my life and get outa here.. i actually wanna travel but travel = money. if i join a sport or... army or air force.. it can either be free or... cheaper then it already is.. i'm givin alot of thought it to.. i kinda miss high school too... even tho i haven't realli started college yet.. but argh man... life is a bitch.. anyone knows of any place thats hiring let me know yeah? cuzz i do realli need a job.. and a life.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm have a great summer or wats left of it.
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nothing made sense,
you compeletly change to a different person
without speaking to me, or givin contact.
you gave me nothing at all
you got me excited to be with you standing proud
intill u knocked me off my feet to see me fall
your the one to blame
you got me twisted up and now things seem like a game
and now you got me on my knees screaming your name
you'd be a perfect girl if this was a perfect world
but crazy how
u were acutally everything i wanted
but id never thought this would come to a end so quickly
you might think its funny
but all your doing is hurting me
you got me thinkin over and over again
how life can get so sain
its not that easy to let go
even tho you broke me into pieces
my heart still won't let you go
all i asked of you was for your love
everythin seemed to good to be true
but how did things get so bad that i started to hate you (yet love you)
i wish i was able to think fast before everything became the past
i realy wish things would of lasted but nothings perfect as it seems
i'd wake up hoping everything was a dream
but the feeling of missery is killing me
what hurts more is that you don't even know wat you've done to me
avioding the situation u made an't helping
the prayers i pray aren't doing any good
and the thought of you is gettin me no where