i hate you. i hope you die.

[chipforshort]

blahhh.
im kinda pissed off.
my day wasnt so bad till i got home.
everything just started annoying me i hate it.
got my hair cut this afternoon.
and it didnt turn out how i wanted.
she made it all poofy and shit.
its pissing me off.
but i cant put it up,
cause its too short.
but fuck it i dont care.
it kinda makes me feel like i should lose weight.
which is gay.
errrrrrrr. i hate it when i make dumb choices.
i do that too often.
oh well maybe it will look better once i take a shower.

ive been missing weston alot lately.
and some of my other friends.
but really weston.
we never hang out anymore.
i feel like i dont hang out with anyone anymore.
what is my deal.

i did get to hang out with katie today.
i love her.
she is one of the lucky few.
i got in a sort of fight with emily.
it was scary. it lasted a whole 5 minutes.
first fight. it was hardcore.

eh. i feel dumb.
somethings really suck.
i dont want valentines day to come.
im tired of bbeing alone.

i might post a pic later of my hair.
im kinda pissed off about it now.

oh yeah and i have to dig my phone out of
the fucking garbage can cause my dad
fucking threw it away the othernight.
im not talking a kitchen trash can
im talking the fucking dumpster..
cool dad. really fucking rational.

ashley