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I can't help but notice how strange this is. As I am extremely happy and pleased with the way my life is, it is so depressing. For the first time in my life, I really care about someone. I want to spend all my time with her.. I love being with her and I can honestly say I have never felt this before. I've had my fun with girls and it has really taken a toll on me but sex got boring. I had little flings and once they were through I was back to being the lonely, coy prop that was only a convenience. For the first time I have no need to rush anything and I love it. I may be falling...
The depressing side to this is knowing that I've lived 17 years without it. And that it won't last forever. And that I could be setting myself up for the biggest fall yet. I'm too nice and I know it's way too easy for someone to take advantage of it.
whatev, I'm gonna sit here and listen to every Goo Goo Dolls hit.
The depressing side to this is knowing that I've lived 17 years without it. And that it won't last forever. And that I could be setting myself up for the biggest fall yet. I'm too nice and I know it's way too easy for someone to take advantage of it.
whatev, I'm gonna sit here and listen to every Goo Goo Dolls hit.