Jan 05, 2005 19:11
ok so i think something changed over the vacation, ive become more responsible for my actions, school is becoming more important to me, im concentrating more on things that need to be done, ive stopped messing around at work, ive begun dealing with problems when they begin before they get out of hand, but its just kinda weird with this whole feeling, like its totally not me, ive stopped acting like a total idiot to get people to laugh at a joke i make because ive realized some people with laugh if its funny enough.
Now that i got that out of the way, i think i need to change, alot, like i need to change myself in a lot of aspects...because i found out if i dont lose weight i can have a heart attack and die...[scary i know] but thats really only part of the reason i wanna lose weight.
thats it for now i guess...oh yeah my back is killing me and has been for a while so i guess i need to get it checked out?
With love,
Dale