Cyclical Thought Processes
I irritate myself with how spastic I am right now. Twenty different directions, and none of them come to logical conclusions. Or conclusions at all.
I mean, I shouldn't care right? No--it's totally obvious I'm wasting my time. I don't specifically go for assholes, but they always end up being that way, don't they? It was too soon. Too soon, too soon! It's always too soon! God, would it spoil some divine plan to let me be with someone twice for once?
I will not be discarded so easily. I will not tolerate this. I'm better than that. Better than canceled movie dates, unanswered messages, unsent e-mails, unthanked gifts, unappreciated consideration.
I never should have gotten to know him. I knew that would get me attached. Otherwise he'd have been like any of the others. He IS just like all the others. I'd slap him, but I'm not sure he deserves my time.
くたばれ,せんせい.
I mean, I shouldn't care right? No--it's totally obvious I'm wasting my time. I don't specifically go for assholes, but they always end up being that way, don't they? It was too soon. Too soon, too soon! It's always too soon! God, would it spoil some divine plan to let me be with someone twice for once?
I will not be discarded so easily. I will not tolerate this. I'm better than that. Better than canceled movie dates, unanswered messages, unsent e-mails, unthanked gifts, unappreciated consideration.
I never should have gotten to know him. I knew that would get me attached. Otherwise he'd have been like any of the others. He IS just like all the others. I'd slap him, but I'm not sure he deserves my time.
くたばれ,せんせい.