so, i've done it again....
i'm so mad at myself right now because i've done it again. i've fallen for my best friend. he is the best. i've been trying to figure out if it's him that i've fallen for or just having him around and i've realized in the process that it's him. the problem....he's still wrapped up in this girl and he finally was over it and she comes back around saying that she's been stupid. i think he's going to get hurt again and i don't want to see that happen because he is my best friend but also because i am secretly all about him. i don't know what to do. i can't do this all over again. the last boy i just pretty much stopped talking to because i didn't want this to happen. i can't avoid it.