update kinda, and randomness while listening to lil' rob
short update, i guess
So its been a while since well ive updated this thing and well i was thinking it was about time but i dont really have anything to say well i guess i do. Lets see, my niece is really cute and you can tell she is a Hernandez because of her attitude, She gives the same dirty and scary look that we are well known for when we get angry (Some people know it a litte too well). Oh yeah i started dating this guy that i was dating months ago again and i really like him but im stupid and dont know how to tell him but im sure he knows it already and well he has changed quite a bit, he tries much harder to be close to me and do all those little things i like. I miss him. Some of my closest friends say that i love him but i cant admit to that, it is too hard and can be painful, so for now i just like him and miss him very much.
Randomness
When i first thought about writing in here tonight, i wanted to just write whatever was going through my mind without making much sense of it. what is that called? freewriting? when you write your thoughts exactly as they pop in to your brain. so yeah, i was thinking about that and then i started thinking about how sometimes i think in spanish, sometimes in english, sometimes in both for no particular reason. how it is weird to realize that i am thinking in a particular language or in both and how it is a weird concept for many people to understand and then i thought about you guys actually reading this and how i would have probably start writing in both languages and you would not completely understand half of my thoughts specially since they dont always make much sense. the other weird thing is that when i was thinking of freewriting i was thinking in both languages and now that i am actually doing it i cant make myself think in spanish. I guess a reason for that may be that i dont usually write in spanish, but i actually do sometimes like when im talking to my cousins online or when im doing stuff for my parents. i had to take a little bathroom break so my train of thought changed/got inerrupted a little bit Oh well. So i guess this is all im going to write for now although this topic is one that i could probably go on and on for a long time so i should not bore you anymore. "...either way it is atm, a toda madre" man, i love being a chicana!
So its been a while since well ive updated this thing and well i was thinking it was about time but i dont really have anything to say well i guess i do. Lets see, my niece is really cute and you can tell she is a Hernandez because of her attitude, She gives the same dirty and scary look that we are well known for when we get angry (Some people know it a litte too well). Oh yeah i started dating this guy that i was dating months ago again and i really like him but im stupid and dont know how to tell him but im sure he knows it already and well he has changed quite a bit, he tries much harder to be close to me and do all those little things i like. I miss him. Some of my closest friends say that i love him but i cant admit to that, it is too hard and can be painful, so for now i just like him and miss him very much.
Randomness
When i first thought about writing in here tonight, i wanted to just write whatever was going through my mind without making much sense of it. what is that called? freewriting? when you write your thoughts exactly as they pop in to your brain. so yeah, i was thinking about that and then i started thinking about how sometimes i think in spanish, sometimes in english, sometimes in both for no particular reason. how it is weird to realize that i am thinking in a particular language or in both and how it is a weird concept for many people to understand and then i thought about you guys actually reading this and how i would have probably start writing in both languages and you would not completely understand half of my thoughts specially since they dont always make much sense. the other weird thing is that when i was thinking of freewriting i was thinking in both languages and now that i am actually doing it i cant make myself think in spanish. I guess a reason for that may be that i dont usually write in spanish, but i actually do sometimes like when im talking to my cousins online or when im doing stuff for my parents. i had to take a little bathroom break so my train of thought changed/got inerrupted a little bit Oh well. So i guess this is all im going to write for now although this topic is one that i could probably go on and on for a long time so i should not bore you anymore. "...either way it is atm, a toda madre" man, i love being a chicana!